Gary Brooks’
Testimony
I was born at Fort Riley, Kansas in 1970. My father was in the Army at the time so
we moved around a lot. When I was little, I attended Catechism in the Catholic
Church and received my necessary requirements such as my First Communion and
Confirmation. I didn’t have a true understanding of those ordinances at this
point. As I grew older I didn’t go to church at all unless I was invited to
one, which was not very often. I went to high school at Medford High School
in Massachusetts and graduated in 1989 and joined the Army to
follow in my Dad’s footsteps.
I was stationed in Alaska for three years. I enjoyed Alaska while I was there. As a soldier without Jesus in
his life, I would go out and party on weekends and get drunk and led a very sinful
lifestyle. I am grateful I never got involved in drugs though. My conception of
God at that time was very distorted due to a lack of
knowledge. I didn’t have a personal relationship with Him or know how to have
one. I thought I was all right because I received the sacraments when I was
little.
When I was in Alaska I met a girl at a mall in Anchorage and we married in June of 1994. My concept of
marriage at this point was distorted. I really didn’t know what marriage was
about nor did I care to learn because I was very selfish. We argued a lot and
didn’t know how to talk to each other. Well, my tenure up in Alaska had come to an end and it was time to move on. The
Army stationed me at Fort
Meade, Maryland. We argued practically the whole way to Maryland and after we moved. In the latter part of 1994 she
got fed up and left me. She filed for a divorce in Alaska and it became final in 1995.
During the time we were
apart, I became very depressed and a little suicidal. I thought I had let God down,
who I didn’t even know, and felt like a tremendous failure in life. Thank God I
had a boss in the Army that was a born-again Christian. He attended a
Bible-believing church near post. He knew of my despair and estrangement from
my wife and invited me to his church around February of 1995.
I heard the gospel
message of how Jesus loved me so much that no matter what I had done in my past
He wanted to forgive me and be a part of my life. He wanted a personal
relationship with me. When it came time to go to the altar to give my life to
Jesus I did not hesitate; so I went to the altar and confessed my sins to God
and asked Jesus into my life. I became born-again and for the first time in my
life I felt peace and true joy and knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I had a
personal relationship with my Heavenly Father who loved me so much. I was
forgiven and washed in His blood.
After my conversion, I
tried to make amends with my ex-wife and told her of my experience, but she did
not want to reconcile. She proceeded with the divorce and in July of 1995 it
was final. But I continued faithful to the Lord and continued in my spiritual
walk with Christ.
The Lord has really
blessed my life and changed my destiny. I met my beautiful wife I have now in
1997 and got married on April 24th, 1999. The Lord restored the years the locust have eaten
and has blessed my wife and me tremendously. He has called me to be an
evangelist and I have been living for my Savior ever since.
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